Still I Stay- Holding on to God When Nothing Makes Sense
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There wasn’t a breaking point. Just a slow erosion of light.
The passion I once felt for my calling began to flicker.
The prayers felt unanswered.
The path I once walked with confidence became clouded with fog.
Still—I stayed.
Not because I understood…
But because deep in my spirit, I still believed:
God is in this. Even now.
📖 Devotion:
There are moments in life that don’t feel like battle cries… they feel like quiet, breathless survival.
I remember a morning not long ago—
My planner was full. My tasks lined up like soldiers on a warfront.
But my soul was blank.
I wasn’t discouraged exactly—just empty.
I had done everything right. I prayed, prepared, pressed forward.
And still, the clarity never came. The outcome never showed up.
All I had left was this whisper in my soul:
“Stay.”
And somehow, that one word was enough.
In John 6, Jesus watched many disciples walk away when His words became hard to receive.
He turned to the Twelve and asked,
“Do you want to leave too?”
Peter’s answer has become one of the most honest declarations in Scripture:
“Lord, to whom shall we go? You have the words of eternal life.” — John 6:68
Peter didn’t say, “I understand.”
He didn’t say, “I feel strong.”
He just said: “Where else would I go?”
It was an act of anchored faith, not clarity.
That’s the kind of faith I’ve had to walk in too.
💬 Staying Isn’t Stagnant — It’s Sacred
We often equate progress with movement.
But in the kingdom of God, sometimes staying is the bravest thing you can do.
- Ruth stayed with Naomi when it would’ve been easier to go home.
 - Jeremiah stayed faithful to his prophetic call, even when no one listened.
 - Jesus stayed in Gethsemane long enough to say, “Not My will, but Yours be done.”
 
They didn’t stay because it was easy.
They stayed because they trusted that God was still in the story.
“Staying isn’t giving up. It’s refusing to walk away from a God who never walks away from you.”
You may not feel productive.
You may not feel rewarded.
But if you’re staying faithful when quitting would be easier—
You are not failing.
You are walking in obedience.
📖 Scripture Anchors
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“Let us hold unswervingly to the hope we profess, for He who promised is faithful.” — Hebrews 10:23
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“We are hard pressed on every side, but not crushed… struck down, but not destroyed.” — 2 Corinthians 4:8–9
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“The one who stands firm to the end will be saved.” — Matthew 24:13
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“But Ruth replied… ‘Where you go I will go, and where you stay I will stay.’” — Ruth 1:16
 
💛 Final Words
If all you did today was stay—
Stay faithful.
Stay available.
Stay open to God when everything else feels closed—
That is not weakness.
That is strength wrapped in surrender.
Sometimes staying looks like this:
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Staying in a marriage that feels impossible to navigate — not out of fear or obligation, but because God said “stay” while He works beneath the surface.
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Staying with a vision that feels blurry and unfinished, trusting that clarity will come after obedience, not before.
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Staying kind when bitterness would feel justified.
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Staying generous when you barely have enough.
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Staying obedient when every shortcut looks faster — but your spirit knows better.
 
Staying is not passive. It’s prophetic.
It’s a declaration that says, “Even here, even now — I still believe God is good.”
So if you're still standing, still showing up, still choosing to trust—
you are not behind.
You are exactly where God is meeting you.
And staying might just be your greatest act of worship.